aku seorang yang GIGIH...

mampu korang puji diri sdri??? hohohohohoh.. gigihnya aku melalak dalam bilik nk dpat rank tinggi.. finally dapat jgak naik level..hohohohoho... 

C.R.Y by Rihanna

i just love this song... Jom memekak.. ^.^

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

'Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole 'in love' thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?

I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?

'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?

I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know

I never meant to let it get so personal

And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

(You?ll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

On my life

Lyric's Source: [ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rihanna-lyrics/cry-lyrics.html ]

pookey pelat....

the most annoying thing ever when people are talking like a baby.... ko igt ko cute bila ckap pelat dengan aku... HELL NO, Bitch!!! hahahaha.... Tuhan bg lidah tu nk sruh ckap elok2.. antare mesej2 pelat yg buat aku kencing malam bile bace:

1. "hi, uat ape tuu"
2. "dah mam ke"
3. "cian die"
4. "mkn nasyik je"
5. "cihat x?"

asal?? mase kecik2 dulu mak ko x ajar ckap elok2 ker??? heloo.. ko dh besar.. mentality tu matured skit... geli aku nk bce mesej2 pelat ko...  @_@ (pitaammmm)

"caye geram syangat2..." eeuuuuwwwwww

missing you.... TT.TT

tibe-tibe je aku teringat kt arwah cousin aku.... she was my best friend since i was 2 years old... mungkin sebab kitorg same umur.. so kitorg close...every year, klau raye mesti plan pkai baju same... n mase standard 2, tu la hari raye last aku ngan die... my mom dh beli baju 2 pasang utk aku ngan die pkai same2... hari tu raye kedua... aku excited giler2 nk balik kmpung.. at the same time, die n family die otw nk balik kmpung jugak... petang tu my mom dpat call dari nenek... aku x tau ape nenek aku bgtau.. yg pasti my parents gerak dulu..

aku tunggu smpai malam, smpai la aku tgok berita ade siar psal cousin aku accident... ''ade sorg chinese ni mabuk smbil bwak kreta..langgar kreta pakcik aku... n caused the car berpusing... accident tu involve 6 kreta''.... aku igtkn everyone selamat... so, aku ikut la kakak aku pegi hospital.. rupe2 nye, my parents dh tau dh psal tu... aku pun pergi jupe mak teh aku.. she told me that Ummi (my cousin) dh xde.. aku x percaye pun mase tu.. smpai la aku ikut ayah aku balik kmpung... bile aku masuk je aku tgok jenazah cousin aku dh ade... aku x tau knape.. aku x nangis pun... sedih sgt.. aku tgok jenazah x tutup mate rapat.. mak aku ckap sebb hajat die nk jumpe aku x kesampaian.. aku tolong tutup mata die, n lpas tu, mate die dh tutup rapat...aku still x nangis... badan die xde calar sikit pun.. die macam tido je.. muke die macam senyum je.... jenazah die akn dikebumikan hari esok.. so mlm tu, aku tido lam bilik ngan abg2 aku.. tp aku x dpat tido.. aku rase mcm aku nmpak arwah tgah tgok aku kt pintu... tp x nmpak kelibat orang kt situ.. mungkin sbb aku rindu die sgt...

sekarang dh 11 tahun dh die pergi... tp aku still igt kt die.. aku rindu sgt kt die... bile aku balik umah nenek aku, aku mesti rase kosong... aku pun dh x ngam ngn adik2 die... her mom slalu nangis bile tgok aku... ya Allah rindunye aku kt die... semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat... sape2 yg ade  bace post ni, i hope kite same2 sedekahkn al fatihah... TT.TT

Ummi Ajeerah Binti Abdullah (1992-2000)

Hari Raya last aku dengan die... TT.TT

bila aku dengar lagu aiman ni.. mesti aku teringat dekat die....

5 things that I HATE about YOU..... @_@

dalam satu minggu mesti ade org dtang kt aku crite psal die... dats why post aku kali pasal si 'DIA'

1.  I hate when u get MOODY.... because it is so sudden(sebelum ko moody, elok je gelak2)... tup2 PMS ko datang... mengalahkan prempuan.. dude,  u're male, not female nor shemale.... Get Over your "moodiness"...
2. I hate when you COPYCAT my works,words, and attitude.... u have ur own personality.. be yourself.. u makes me feel bad of myself....
3. I hate when you can't keep anyone's secret including mine... it makes me lose trust on u.... anything that i've told u.. please keep it in your mouth...
4. i hate you when u LIE to me... don't made up a story to make everyone impressed with you.... Honesty are always better...
5. I hate when you choose a friend that you want to be with... memang la kite kne pandai pilih kawan.. but don't choose your friends according to their intelligent.. its not nice... klau ko stay dengan org pandai pun, it doesn't mean that u're smart too unless you work hard to be in the same level with them..

actually bnyak perangai ko yang buat aku cuak... but i'm just wishing that when you read my blog u will change ur attitude a bit... u can talk about my negative attitude if u want to... i'll change it.. kite stay 5 tahun kt sini.. xmo la gado2... balik2 tgok muke ko jgak.... hehehe... renung2kn dn slamat beramal...

baik aku mati.....

baik aku mati..klau aku hidup pun..menyusahkan orang je.... family aku x pernah faham keadaan aku kt sini.... aku bukannya boros sgt...makan pun 2 kali sehari je..... tu pun mkanan dh mahal giler... kakak2 aku bising... sbb aku slalu mintak duit ngan mak aku... diorg senang la.. duk umah.. balik kerja, mak aku dh beli mkanan... ade org jage lagi makan minum.. aku kt sni.. sume bende aku kne tanggung sdiri..... tu pun dorg nk bising lagi.. dh la harga mkanan naik.. duit photostat lagi... duit byar buku lagi... dorang nak aku datang sini... aku xnak pun.. diorg yg sruh aku msuk sni.. aku XNAK pun... bile jadi mcm ni.. dorg bising2... rase nk pergi jauh jer....

the biggest frustration...

after the assignments over... i thought i'm going to be free until the exam comes... but there's one more thing that i shud handle.... "Hari Terbuka Asrama"... i knew this thing will be the suck event ever... but i dun expect that i will be incharge on performance which involved the whole aras... it is going to be tough because in my aras, there a lot of typical JANTAN who think that performance are not their stuff... its hard for them to volunteer in this kind of activities... the most frustrating thing is when they have to organise something and they need volunteers, we are the one who raise our hands in order to help them.. this time, they are just sit down and keep their ass hole mouth shut.. wat the hell... seriously.. i only pray to God to give them feel what i feel today and even worse they will feel double... seriously, i just feel like wanna kick their big fat balls...... arghhhhhhh.......

typical fact about guys.... (dedicated to all so called to be girls)

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

THANK YOU FOR READING :"> AFTER READING PEOPLES COMMENT .. I THEREFORE CONCLUDE SOME FACTS ARE NOT APPLICABLE TO ALL GUYS !! \m/ ^_____^ \m/

ANYWAY, IT WAS WRITTEN BY A GUY WHO WAS ALWAYS BEEN DUMPED .. LOLZ :


source: facebook.. by Poging Cute...
p/s: this not plagiarised

am i the one who is guilty??

hari ni aku rase sedih..keliru...tekanan... dan sebagainya... aku mmang x faham ngan prangai budak sorang ni... mula2 die ok je... tup tup tup... die moody.. the worse thing is aku pun kne tempias die... aku tnye bukan main susah nk jawab.. kdg2 buat x dengar... i try to understand ur situation dude... but honestly i can't... aku pun ade masalah jugak.. even worse than yours... pernah ko tnye ape2, aku x jawab soalan ko?? buddy, if u need someone to talk, i can be the one,, if u trust me.. i can lend my ear... hurrrmmm.. dh la.. sedih sgt dgan perangai ko.. i thought i'm the one who has changed.. but when i think about it back.. u're the one who has changed.... korang rase macam mane???

Mood: (TT.TT)

Relax Sekejap....

jom rehatkan minda dgn menyerabutkan mata... cube korang zoom in gmbar kat atas.. korang cari seekor kuing dalam gmbar tu...

tiring day ever.... (=_= ")

hadduuuiii... hadduiii... hadduuuiii....

rase macam nk tercabut lutut je... busy gile2 hari ni... mule2 kena pegi "relay for life"... smpai pukul 9... then pegi latihan tarian... asyik bounce2 je.. nasib baik x jatuh peranakan i... oppss... hehehehe... yg letihnye kne ulang alik dari tempat practice tarian n dewan sbb prctice drama n tarian classhh... ayooo... pitam kt situ terus... anyway, hari ni aku dpat experience yg paling best dlam hidup aku spnjang 19 tahun... for the first time aku meniaga makan kt gerai dkat Relay For Life td... mula2 x laku sgt pun.. then kwan aq promote..baik punyaa... akhirnya ade jgak yg dtang beli... walau pun 2,3 org je.. tp aku puas..... best jgak Relay tu td.. yg penting.. dpat cuci mate.. bling2 mate aku.. hahahha...

here are some pictures at RELAY FOR LIFE 2011.... enjoy..